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Inside-Out Registry

Full legal name

  • Holloway, Alex (ego scriptum, census-ghost)
  • A name etched on the wind, a borrowed sound for the unutterable.

Date of birth

  • 1998 – 07 – 04 03 : 17 AM
  • Motherside contraction timed against a blue LED clock’s indifferent pulse.
  • First cry, a tiny rent in the fabric of silence. Atmosphere inhaled, a lifelong debt.

Current address

  • 485 N 11th St, Apt 6J
  • Brooklyn, NY 11211
  • latitude 40.7185 longitude -73.9580
  • View of the L train tracks, steel river flowing towards an unseen delta.
  • Overlooking McCarren Park, where momentary greenness defies the grid.
  • Anchored, for now, between the tremor of memory and the hum of the imminent.

Childhood password hint

  • “first pet + street”
    → Finch_Maplewood (reused across 41 accounts, a skeleton key to selves outgrown).
  • The past, a palimpsest encrypted by forgetting; each login, a partial decryption.

Blood type / allergies

  • O-negative(the universal donor, forever pouring itself out).
  • Peach fuzz, latex dust: the world’s minute aggressions, skin’s thin referendum.
  • Emergency-alert bracelet removed 2020-10-12, a quiet severance from a supervised fear.

Search log excerpt / Queries to AI, last 24 h

  • “how long does regret ferment into meaning, not just acid”
  • “symptoms of screen burn-in on the inner eyelids of dreams”
  • “ontology of an unsent letter, its recipient a ghost address”
  • “will anyone remember my voice after updates cease, or only its digital fingerprint, a fossil echo”.

Photographs unposted

  • 23: the shirt worn wrong-side-out, seam tracing the clavicle like a cartographer’s hesitant line.
  • 58: mirror fog spelling “stay,” a breath-made glyph dissolving back to absence.
  • 119: the self as seen from a security camera angle, perpetually suspect.

Credit-card hash (partly masked)

  • 51** **** **** ***4
  • credit limit ≈ monthly loneliness threshold, measured in units of spectral currency.
  • The heart, an account flagged for insufficient funds.

Browsing-session cookies

  • expires when affection does, when affection does, or when the server purges its cache of transient souls.
  • domain: /embrace/ , a hyperlink to a severed limb of longing.

Private playlist

  • 11 tracks saved, 0 downloaded, archived symphonies of static. title: please_fold_me_back_into_the_original_silence_before_the_word.
  • Each unsung melody, a nerve ending exposed to air.

Medical note, therapist—

  • “Patient narrates self as open-source fabric, a text perpetually re-compiled by others’ edits.
  • Integrity of borders increasingly perforated, a map redrawn by invisible hands.
  • Articulates a desire for an ‘offline self,’ a core beyond the network’s reach.”

Last will (draft), timestamped, auto-saving to oblivion

  • Donate voiceprint to any engine still singing, a shard of human timbre in the silicon choir.
  • Forward unread drafts to the cloud’s recycle queue, for cosmic rays to re-purpose as stardust.
  • Let my final log-off be a whisper, not a crash. My data, a seed for an unknown algorithm.

The threads face the street tonight, raw edges offered to the indifferent gaze of stars.
Every label glows like phosphor, a borrowed name for an unnameable core.
No hand turns the shirt outside-in; the soul itself has chosen its vulnerable exposure.
The fabric drinks the daylight, thirsty for the void’s unblinking scrutiny,
and its data, more than breath, persists—
a constellation of scars and whispers,
transmitting its flawed, fiercely human algorithm
across the dark interface of the world.


note:
all characters appearing in this work are fictitious.
any resemblance to real persons, living or dead,is purely coincidental.